Time was…blue waters ran in and out of cool lakes
and the paddle made no sound
slipping by reeds
where the muskrat and pike lay suspended
dark trunks lurched toward the river
extending indifferent fingers
a ghostly scraping on the red canoe sides
as evening grew
somewhere the beaver sounded
though no one spoke
and the sun ceased dancing
and lay in an orange and yellow puddle on the water
time was no time
here and gone and yet to come.

Time was…blue waters licked the island shore
a curling dog tongue
on the wrinkled skin of ancient stones
the jack pine stood narrow and straight
tops lost in the void
and the earth untroubled
carried our impetuous weight
on her furrowed belly
limbs shrunken by cold
grew warm and heavy
in the amber touch of the wood fire
the ground stank of life and death
spongy under our sleeping bags
time was no time
here and gone and yet to come.

© Peter Scott Cameron, Northern Ontario Anthology, Highway Book Shop Publishers, Cobalt, Ont. 1977

                              (after Rihaku and Pound)

 

Five days

beyond my nineteenth birthday,

you brought me to this island.

In tumbling stars

we lay,

skins upon the sand.

I gave what I could –

     you flew from me

     like a frightened bird.

 

This fall

the crickets stilled their song;

in the brown yard, the Boules de Neige

were weary and gray.

The grass grew long

around the cottage walls;

I had not the feeling

to cut it,

nor my own hair.

 

Today

the snow came;

it lies thick upon

my sad heart.

 

     Hear me, my love:

     Our child stirs

     within my womb.

 

     Each day until the buds burst,

     I will wait by the ferry gate.

            If by then you do not come,

             do not come at all.

My love

They said you were a prisoner

Then they said you were dead

And now

After four years 

Of convulsion and grief

You show up on my doorstep

With that damnable grin

Your new scar

And that terrible uniform –

         Dear God.

 

                 I would rather be dead

                 Than to stand and say to you

                 that here,

                           I live with another.

              Anniversary

 

Do you remember

dear old one

the War

was over

the moon

was a great paper lantern

the stars

were the eyes of sorcerers.

We rode high and fast

through the swollen black mountains

we were giddy with cold

and our newness –

     we had to put the rag-top down

     just to let the laughter out.

 

It was powder blue

a Packard,

     no, I’m sure they called it powder blue –

say what, a DeSoto?

     I don’t think –

a Packard, I’m sure of it.

     Dammit, you always –

okay, a DeSoto then.

Still, three dollars and change

took us all the way

to Vancouver

and the Chinese dawn

those days –

     well, sure

     of course,

     you are right, let them go.

 

But let me say this, at least:

      the moon still hangs

      over the mountains. 

 

 

 

          Mildred, The Miss Albany Diner, 1957

 

The groaning ash drops

from her smoldering cigarette,

she leans on the graying counter

peering past

the pair of demented coffee urns

toward the accused

wooden men who,

perched upright upon stools,

eyes glued on their racing forms,

pray that she will stay

her stare.

 

            “It’s bad,” she says,

            “when your man

            turns out to be a bum.”

 

            Condemned

            they fall

            upon their hash-browns;

            beyond the nicotine window

            a cold wind pounds

            down from Canada

            and slaps the face

            of the insolent street sign. 

Blind machines 

hustled

in the swirl of sullen fumes;

something scuttled

to a crevice

under the jinxed light.

 

More than this I cannot say:

a blade glittered,

one man fell,

another ran,

someone yelled.

           

            No one claimed his broken form;

            he had a three-day beard

            and no wallet.

            The cop’s angry light

            beat upon the concrete;

            across the haunted street

            yesterday’s news

            blew by in a wind

                        just passing through;

            the all-night diner

            was closed.

 

Copyright ©Peter Scott Cameron 2015